1. heartfelt compliments

2. looking back at silly pictures I've taken of friends

3. "I love you"'s

4. morning messages from him

5. talking on the phone to people I've not seen in ages

6. Watching funny interviews of my favourite bands

7. buying concert tickets

8. disney

9. Being with the people I love

10. Helping people

11. Being around little kids

12. Making other people laugh or smile

13. Looking through my favourite twitter accounts

14. Looking through timehop

15. Funny tumblr text posts

16. Cute relatable quotes on pintrest

17. Pretty dresses

18. Buying or recieving cute stationary pieces

19. travelling (But not on trains..)

20. Looking forward to exciting events

21. Thinking about all the good times

22. Spending money

23. Giving people presents

24. Finding and falling in love with new music

25. Fangirling

26. Coming home to hot chocolate and a movie

27. Watching home and away

28. Watching concert videos

29. Birthday Parties

30. Spending time with family

31. My HRM the queen mug

32. holding hands with him

33. Getting ready to go out

34. Giving people good advice

35. Receiving letters

36. Listening to my old mixtapes

37. Discovering old CD's

38. Reading old diary entries

39. Reading comments on this blog

40. When people appreciate my hard work

41. Dancing around the room

42. Getting home after a run or workout

43. Achieving my personal targets

44. Being silly and crazy with my best friends

45. Playing guitar and being badass

46. Writing something decent and reading it over, and being happy with it

47. 5 seconds of summer

48. Going to sleep and thinking happy thoughts

49, Reading a good book

50. Meditating

51. Talking to my friends over food/drink

52. Listening to radio 1 after school when Greg James is on

53. Iced caramel frappes

54. Just starbucks

55. Making decisions about the future

56. Talking to my little brother

57. Watching stupid videos with friends

58. Baking a cake

59. Getting cute DMs from people I don't know

60. When the moon is bright

61. Talking to my faraway friends on oovoo

62. Late night chats with him

63. All time low

64. Getting likes on facebook and instagram

65. That friday feeling

66. Reminiscing with my best friends

67. Playing the question game with him

68. Getting closer to 69

69. Being well planned and organised

70, That feeling after I tidy my room and it's actually clean

71. Taking a good photograph

72. Laughing at my crap photographs

73. Being ahead of schedule

74. Chilling at home all day

75. Pyjama days

76. Lilly Allen

77. Nevershoutnever ie. Christopher Drew

78. That feeling after a good old cry

79. Colouring in therapy

80. Making a perfect cup of tea

81, Cupcakes and muffins

82. Having a cheeky wee nandos

83. Movie nights

84. Sleepovers with the girls

85. Planning meet-ups with my people

86. When my eye makeup is as close to perfection as I can get

87. Trying on ballgowns and pretty dresses

88. Looking at wedding dresses and imagining my dream wedding

89. Getting As in exams that I've worked hard in

90. Exchanging funny jokes with my mates

91. Rocking out #punkrock

92. Jamming with the crew

93. Buying cute

94. Making cute plans about dates in the future

95. Daydreaming

96. Going to the beach

97. Selfies

98. Making spotify playlists

99. Summer holidays

100. Learning new things

5 Happy thoughts

Happy Sunday, friends! I've got this next week off school, which gives me plenty of time to catch up with friends, and finish off the dreaded personal statement. I've been stressed out of my mind this past few days, trying to write the perfect personal statement, and worrying about whether or not I'll get in to university, but it's time for me to wind down and relax! Yeah, university is a bit and scary thing, but whether I get in or not, things are going to work out. I'm so glad I've got this post to write, so that I can reflect on some of the more positive things that have happened this week. Here goes...

I have the most amazing friends in the world

I know that pretty much everyone when asked will say that their friends are the best, but trust me, mine are. I love my friends so much, and I know that I sometimes always take them for granted, but I really appreciate them so much. They do so much for me, and they are always by my side, whether I'm bubbly and happy, or completely out of motivation. THANK YOU!

I don't believe in my beauty...

But this week, a good handful of people have complimented me, and each time someone has offered me a compliment, I feel like there's a chance that some day, I might be able to look at myself and see more that faults. That's probably not going to happen overnight, but I'm working on it, and I'll get there eventually.

Calm

As I mentioned previously, I certainly have not been feeling calm at all lately. However, flicking through Calm by Michael Acton Smith has given me a few great pointers in the right direction, and after my 10 minute meditation this morning (which I have admittedly neglected quite a few times this week) using the Calm app, I'm feeling a whole lot better!

I'm in a good place for university

While I may be stressing myself out endlessly over this whole question of whether or not I'm going to get into university, I have come to appreciate that I'm actually in a really good place for university. My grades from last year exceed most of the entry requirements for studying business management, apart from the University of Edinburgh, which is asking for 4 A's, which I have anyway. When visiting Strathclyde Open day last Saturday, I talked to one of the Business management lecturers, and when I mentioned that I had 4 A's her eyes lit up, and she smiled and told me "I'll see you next year, then". I always thought my grades were quite an achievement, but that's because I am not smart in the slightest, and I know the amount of hard work and effort I put into my studies last year to ensure that I would get the best grades possible. However, I never thought of them being that great compared to everyone else... I thought pretty much everyone applying to university had A's in the bag, but that's totally not the case.

It's my birthday soon!!!

Woop woop! In 19 days I'll be hitting the big one seven! (17). I'm so looking forward to getting all of my friends together, and while not all of them will be able to make it, I can't wait to spend some quality time with the ones who can.